Sun on my face, wind blowing through my hair

If you always do what you've always done, then you'll always get what you've always got.

28.3.10

Lunch with the grandparents at the biker bar

I made a realization today. Since graduating from college, I have yet to make any goals. Typically I have financial, educational, and emotional goals that I set at the beginning of each semester and I have yet to do that this semester.

There are many things I want to accomplish in life, but if I don't give them some dead-lines, then it will never get done.

1) Live in Belize

2) Own a peach orchard

3) Become debt free

4) Take a trip back to Guatemala

5) Move to another city in the states: Boston, Atlanta, or New York



With as nice as it is to share a life with someone else, I always give up on my hopes and dreams and adapt to that persons wishes and wants. For once I'm going to selfish and do what I want to do. I give, give, give. Not any more. If a guy wants to be in my life, he will have to fight tooth and nail for me to consider him worthy of my time. And if I end up all alone in the end, then at least I will know that I've done everything I've ever wanted to do. And in all honesty, there are two people in my life right now that I want to still be friends with when I'm 90.

I stand upon my desk to remind myself that we must constantly look at things in a different way. Dead Poets Society