Sun on my face, wind blowing through my hair

If you always do what you've always done, then you'll always get what you've always got.

1.2.11

Stressed yet happy

Been a while.



I'm getting married to my best friend this October 22nd. Nervous yet anxious to get it over with. My friends say I'm behind in wedding planning yet my mom says I'm way ahead of schedule. (I think my engagement ring is loose!) It's tension set so I play with it all the time since the diamond floats in the metal.

We went to Corporate Caterers and they have blue enamel tin plates. Bill flipped out. So now we are using them just because of the plates. We're crazy.

I really wanted to elope but Mom wouldn't let me. I try and stay away from stressful situations but being the only daughter and the only granddaughter makes it pretty impossible to not have a huge wedding. I have the venue, pastor, marriage counselor, flowers, dj, caterer, dress and photographer taken care of. Oh, and Bill got the honeymoon to Puerto Vallarta taken care of yesterday. I just need to start booking people.


I'm also wanting a new job. CarMax sucks. I averaged 12 dollars an hour last year. I realize that's way better than years pass but still not anywhere good enough to have a family. I've been trying to work towards a management position at work but so far I've been striking out. I'm working my butt off for no rewards. I've been working 50+ hour work weeks - which means this year I'm on track for minimum wage. Freaking sucks.

I only have half of my heart into finding something new. I hate change but I don't hate my job so much to change it yet. I have a job right now and that's what matters.


I ramble so much.

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